It's taken me a long time to get where I'm at...33 years to be exact. When you're young you think "when I grow up I'm going to do whatever I want!". Then you get married, have kids and that idea goes down the tubes.
Then around 30 or so, you once again think "I'm tired of doing for everyone else, I just wanna do what I wanna do". Until you see the lives you're hurting by thinking this way.
I'm not saying I never get to do what I want. But it's so amazing to be sharing my life with other people. And it's so humbling to be living for someone else.
I didn't learn this lesson fast enough, sad to say. I hurt a few people along the way. Especially those that I love the most. But they forgive me my mistakes. I guess they love me as much as I love them
